| FREE KITTENS!!!! |
[20 Sep 2008|09:13am] |
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Ms. Kitty (the neiborhood cat that all of us feed, that is supposingly owned by another neibor that they never take care of!) had kittens with another neibors cat, and a stray. They are all long hair, and the top 3 that need to go are all males. The black one is the only one taken, cause he is mine :) So please, please tell everyone you know. They are only 4 1/2 weeks old, but yesterday they were dewormed and tested free and clear of F.L. Contact me if you need any more info ASAP and please, tell everyone you know!  |
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| I can ride a bike with no handlebars.. |
[05 May 2008|02:02pm] |
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Cinco De Mayo, it is?
I feel like I should be eating some tacos or something.
Rather than loathing the day in corperate hair hell that waits ahead
Fuck that. Diets + tacos do not = a happy ending.
Plus I had to skip my work out today because of faggot ass school. I am a glutten for punishment. So....ya. Gay.
Oh, on a sidenote
I swore to God, Jebus, Buddha or whomever that this day would never come...
but my goddamned boyfriend has me liking teh Star Wars
We've watched all of the episodes in the past week, and I finally understand that Luke Skywalker is not Darth Vader.
How dumb, I am.
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| Amusement for your Boredom |
[18 Apr 2008|08:50am] |
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Most of us have had LJ for years now.
I couldn't sleep this morning, so I decided to go back through the years and step inside of the shell of my former self amongst the shells of former people that are entirley different now and obsolete in my current world.
It was a wowing hour...reminising about tons of things forgotten, realizing that I don't even remember being that person until I read and put myself back there for a few moments.
One thing I did learn; or reinstate from my readings is that once again, staying angry and resentful leads humanity nowhere.
I think I just let go of a lot of pent up rage and feelings towards the people that have changed, because I have too.
And we are all just human.
Forgive, and be at peace.
And be thankful for what you do have.
Grow & change. Don't fight it, you won't win anyways.
I feel a lot better now.
What a good way to start the day.
I think I'm going to take Foster for a walk now..
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| Peace, Love, & Understanding |
[05 Mar 2008|08:44pm] |
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I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so you can learn to let them go, things go wrong so you appreciate them when they are right, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together....
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| People Are Sad |
[02 Sep 2007|01:21pm] |
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When you think you have it bad, it could always be worse....
60 Years later....and still living with the same "values"
Humanity is really gross and fucking stupid. I really don't care to be a part of it and pretend like its not going on anymore like everyone else.
Chosen ignorance.....how sad :(
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[05 Jun 2007|08:06pm] |
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Due to cunt faced stalkers that still have nothing better to do with their lives than wonder what I am up to
Sad, pathetic, but true :(
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| Freewriting (Bitching!) |
[07 Feb 2007|11:59am] |
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I can feel it....i'm getting sick
This is pissing me off
I can't get sick cause its a band night
and by the 2nd set of D songs my throat starts oozing mucus and it burns
I keep taking vitamins, it needs to just make up its mind already and get it over with
I hate winter
I want to complain today so your going to listen
You don't have a choice
I am pissy
I hate everyone, I have no tolerance for anyone anymore
Downriver discusts me so much
I realized Saturday how AIDS gets spread
It was really gross
I can't beleive that maybe that could have been me if I didn't have my epiphany 2 years ago....
Now is so much better
I wish I could move
but half the world probrably doesn't shower and wallows in their own self pity anyways, just like all of the trashbags here
I need to buck up and go to the gym
I'm broke as shit, somehow I work 5 days a week and after 10,000 bills I am scrapping up quarters just to get bread and milk
I was so stupid when I was 14 and I thought life was so hard just because my mom left
I mean it was, but my only responsibility then was finding a way to school/or to leave school and skip and eat lunch/or use the money to buy weed or booze
those were the days
I was off yesterday but I didn't even feel like it.
After school I made beef stew, did my Tuesday cleaning and went to the gym. Then after I came home and showered , didn't even get to dry my hair becasuse I passed out.
I had to miss school because of court today.
Tomorrow I have to meet with my lawyer, go to the gym, go to lab since Tuesday lab was cancelled, take my grams to the doctors, go to my anthro class, pick Kevin up from work if his car isn't done yet, figure out something for dinner and money for gas, and then go to work.
Hell, by the time I get to work I am just happy I can stay in once place for a few hours.
June is being super bitch again, I'm probrably going to end up punching her in the face soon since she isn't my boss- just a fellow co worker but still trys to act like it anyways for whatever reason.
I only work with her 1 full day a week but I can't handle her. Her voice alone gives me migranes.
Being around her makes me not want to talk because ; what if people thought that way of me?
No, my voice isn't that annoying and negative.
I am never home, I am always gone, if I am not paying bills all my money is going into my gastank.
Or maybe the almost near- grand Iv'e sank into my car over the last month.
I want a vacation.
Our 2 year anniversary falls on a Monday but I think I am going to take that whole weekend off anyways just because this Sunday thing isn't cutting it. I can't relax because I feel like I should be running from place to place as usual.
I'm starting to feel burnt out as all hell.
And If I do sleep in on Sundays I sleep until 4 or 5pm and then my entire sleep schedule is all jacked up since I have to be up @ 6am the following day.
Plus I might live with Kevin, but I never really get to spend time with him. If I'm here, I'm doing homework, cleaning, cooking, its band practice, or sleeping.
I definatly need to have more sex. The Ludingtion vacation is way too far away.
Were definatly doing something soon or I'm going to go crazy.
Once a month we used to go out, like a dateish type thing.
Now I have no time, and we are saving our $$.
But I think we need to start doing that again.
I hate winter sooo much!
In summer I make more money, I can manage my time better (more of to the effect of when I feel like doing things), plus gardening relaxes me. I have even bigger plans for this summer. And Kevin can have BBQ's with his giant new grill all summer. And Foster can go for walks again everyday and stop gaining so much weight.
I need to register for my Basic Skills test very soon. This month is starting to fly by too and I need to take it in April. I can't wait to be @ WSU next year this time. I hope the commute doesn't kill me.
I need conditioner so bad. But now I am spoiled on only using TIGI products so I have to wait until I have the money to get to the Source. Plus I need hairdye for certain customers, and I need to look @ Theramal Straighteners for Lynn.
I'm hungry.
But I'm broke.
I think Kevin rolled up all his change, I wonder if he would get mad and all of his quarters were gone?
Probrably, I shouldn't do that lol
Plus he's already been a champ and given me gas money 2 days in a row cause I'm so broke.
I need to just get gas and go to the gym so I can pick him up from work in time and finally get to work.
And stop complaning like and emo fag!
I miss you baby, I'd much rather be with you
This all better pay off in our future ;P
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| Happy Birthday Grams, I love you |
[01 Feb 2007|07:30am] |
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My grams turned 81 today.
She is doing fantastic. I am so proud of her.
We had lunch today.... just the 2 of us, happy like old times. I love her so much.
Chemo review process starts on the 8th. The week of the 26 all the final tests will be ran. Then hopefully this whole experience will eventually become a distant memory and she can start living again.
Lynn came up to work today and I fixed her hair. She looks so pretty with straight blonde hair! She's never had it straightened before and I did it for the first time for her after I dyed it. We had such a fun time, I can't wait til Saturday.
I hope Joe comes out with us too. We definatly have some things to talk about.
Kate is officially in the band now, so we have a complete line up. Things turned for the better and its so nice to like everyone you are playing with. I can't wait to finish the cd. I can't wait for shows. I 'm loving it.
Iv'e been working out 5 days a week since Jan. 2 and I lost 12lbs so far (as of last Friday...perhaps a few more by now). I feel awesome.
Work is super slow but January always is in this industry. I want summer to come so bad. I have so much to pay off and in a few months here perhaps I can get a Saturday off for our (2 year) anniversary weekend. We are all so fucking broke and have a gazillion bills to pay. April will also already be a year there too. And I still love it as much as I did (if not more) in the beginning ;)
But, I better go. I need to go finish my notecards for my PSCI test tomorrow, though. So I can actaully be there on time and get gas. Cause I always wait til the last second. I hate waking up so much.Foster and Milo are sitting here starring at me waiting for their nightly treats. So spoiled. And I promised my boyfriend a full body massage so he is patiently waiting. He's so frickin adorable.
Life is awesome. I have so many wonderful things going for me and I need to start taking more time out to just breathe them all in and enjoy...
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| Always |
[28 Jan 2007|04:03pm] |
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Joe- I believe in you |
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I never believed in dreaming, it never got me very far
I never believed that love could find me, like an arrow through
the heart
I never believed in miracles, or building castles in the air
Not until that day I found you, turned around and you were
there
From the day you came, you gave me, a whole new point of
view
I've been touched by an angel, it's impossible, but true
I believe in you
I swear that forever from today, no one will ever take your
place
I believe in you
And I believe our love will last always
I never believed in fairy tales, though sometimes I wish I
could,
I never believed that golden slippers could ever find the
perfect foot
I never believed in magic, or that wishes could come true,
But your very first kiss changed all this, something only you
could do.
You made me a believer, you made me trust again,
You showed there's a pot of gold, at every rainbow's end
Only love sets you free,
And if you serve to fate, then you're my destiny
Now I know, now I see
Anything can happen, if you just believe
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| Listen To Our First Song!!!! |
[17 Jan 2007|06:46am] |
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Thats right, our first song is up with full lyrics, there will be more soon to come.
Its a rough mix for now...but its something! Leave us your feedback!
If you aren't on the bands friends list, look on my friends list for Lying Eyes and add us if we haven't added you yet!
Thanks Everyone!
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[14 Jan 2007|08:30pm] |
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| If You Haven't Heard This Song Yet, DL It-- Seriously |
[02 Jan 2007|07:50pm] |
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Jerry Cantrell- My Song |
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She won't tell me lies
She wants to see me smile, yeah
Every time you let it show
I didn't want to know
By the time I had lost my soul
You had to go
She comes, in disguise
I want to say goodbye, yeah
Every time I let it show
You didn't want to know
By the time I had lost my soul
You had to go
Love's strong, mines gone
Still have the time to sing my song
She got her own way
Same as yesterday, yeah
Every time you let it show
I didn't want to know
By the time I had sold my soul
You had to go
Love's strong, mines gone
Still have the time to sing my song
Still not a crime to sing my song
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| Aftermath |
[28 Dec 2006|02:05am] |
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Kevin liked all of his presents, I am glad.
* Converse black denim shoes
* skull guitar knobs
* over $300 of hellatone avitar speakers for his Mashall (4 16 OHM- 2 30 an d 2 60....I wanted to get him that acoustic he wanted but its not in ANYWHERE til Jan 10!)
* the biggest grill I could find @ Lowe's (42 btu, side burner, can cook 50 hamburgers @ once! Backyard BBQ's all summer!)
* 2 shirts
* A megadeth huge ass coffee cup and tree ornament
* glass waterbong
* 1 celtic cross, devil, and 2 different skull belt buckles
I liked all of mine too
*Olympus digital camera SP 510-UZ & 1GB Memory card and Camera case
* Nintendo DS
* Super Mario Brothers 3d for Nintendo DS
* Nightmare Before Christmas Tiffany lamp
* 3 wick vanilla sugar cane yankee candle
* sex board game
* misillanious sex toy item and lube
*hahaa...a carryout menu organizer for my not-so organized junk drawer (but I just re organized it so..)
*something else that is backordered that I will recieve via mail sometime this week
...I think thats it...
His family got him lots of tools, Megadeth stuff, a leaf blower, magazines and subscriptions, ect.
I got new kitchen appliances to make my kitchen pretty much perfect now; s.a a spicerack, new blender and toaster, food processer/veggie chopper & a deep frying pan. A toilet brush that goes inside of a stainless steel case for much more sanitary usage in the bathroom, hopefully soon I can make it to Bed Bath and Beyond and see if they have a plunger big enough too...; 2 pairs of flannel pjs and 1 pair of Nighmare Before Christmas pjs, Jack and Sally figurines to go in front of the lamp, tons of soaps,nail polish, body butter, lotion, ect.., earrings, the bestest and softest blue fuzzy slipper boots ever...I think thats it. Oh, and this horrid talking bearhead rug that Foster despises and barks at "viciously" everytime it makes noise and Milo hits...we have no use for this thing, I don't know what were gonna do with it. My family got us gift cards and money, Foster and Milo got so much stuff that when I finally broke down and organized their cabinent, I even found bags of more treats hiding at the bottom unopened and forgotten about.....so they need to finish up the 20 bags that are still open before we even tap into that huge pile....they literally don't need anymore treats, bones, catnip, toys, balls or bouncy balls forever...
It was pretty rediculous.
Fun but so glad its over.
Miss my grams. My mom got her home today. She has chemo tomorrow.
My uncle greg and his family are coming in this week too, I need to make sometime to see them snd see whats up with my grandpas cancer treatments...and fit in a funeral viewing before work Friday.
Tomorrow I have to take Kevin back to the dentist. His car broke yesterday and until the part they had to order from Murrays comes in it stays that way. Then I work. Dunno whats going on NY's yet. May go to Lynn's.
My car needs tons of work still too. I still have to pay my DR fee and now my large credit card balance.
Speaking of tomorrow, I need to move my boyfriend from the couch to our bed, I know waking up @ 6 for this adventure is not going to make him very happy.
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| Merry Christmas! |
[24 Dec 2006|10:52pm] |
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Finally done wrapping, ready for tomorrow. Grams is at moms having a great time. Sometime this week I will make it to the Serey side to see my grandpa and my uncle/aunt/cousin. Foster and Milo have their Christmas collars on. Santa dog and Santa cat will also be coming for them tonight too.
Spent the evening with Kevin's dad and stepmom, sis and her husband.
Tomorrow we are going to his moms.
Hope everyone enjoys their holiday, still off school til the 8th so I will be around
Love you all!
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[17 Dec 2006|10:59am] |
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Done with finals.
Can't wait til Monday or Tuesday to see my grades.
3 weeks of mornings I will not know what to do with myself.
Then when I do it will be time to go back!
Have to work Sunday too/ So pretty much every day this week but Tuesday....so far.
Haven't finished Christmas shopping.
Things have been really stressful latley.
Still looking for a rhythm guitar player, Rex sucks ass and I hate his pompus attitude.
10,000 other things going on
Need to call grams and see whats up with the funeral
I am up too early for a Sunday and I really need to peeeee
Guys are so lucky, they have it so easy when it comes to peeing..
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[26 Nov 2006|07:56pm] |
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Noooo I don't want to go back to school and work tomorrow!!!!!
O well, semester ends in 2 weeks; and Iv'e got to get my ass preparing for Christmas!
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| In My PJs Allllll Daaaayyy Looonnggg |
[24 Nov 2006|04:50pm] |
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Happy Belated Thanksgiving people!!
I had tons of stuff to bitch about a few days ago.....usual family holiday, other miscillanious stuff outside of the homelife, but most of them have been resolved-ish.
Lots of leftovers to eat this weekend, thrilled that Kevin and I have 4 days off everything together!
Started Christmas decorating a small bit. Bought Foster and Milo light up Christmas collars, its so cute!
Hoping my new mp3 player will be here by end of semester so I can return to my 3 hour a day gym spree. Just...can't work out without music. I just got mine for my birthday (July...Kevin) and it has no reset button and it freezes constantly so I contacted sansadisk and I got this whole free-return dealy, minus the $2 shipping bags I had to buy @ UPS. O well. I wish they would accidently send me a different model that has a reset button so this could all be avoided.
Oh, and if anyone knows anyone giving away kittens that happens to have an orange one, please let me know, my friend Erica really wants one.
Gotta go enjoy this laziness sumore. Have a good weekend!
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| Dear Grandma |
[15 Nov 2006|12:12pm] |
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If you just keep on waiting.....
the leevy has got to break
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| Random Hello |
[07 Nov 2006|10:06am] |
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I'm tired. It raining. I am off work. And school.I want to crawl back into bed and never get out.Milo is still on his throne. That condo may have been $170 but I think its the best investment Iv'e made for him so far, he loves that thing. If I get a digital camera for Christmas I can take pics all the time, my phone cam just doesn't cut it. Foster is sleeping on the bed. All is quiet, dark, and peaceful in the house.
Grams chemo isn't until 2. I wasn't planning on attending this one time, since mom will be here too and I thought we were going to see AIC....but no we aren't, because we can get 4X what we paid for our tickets and we could really use the money right now. I didn't really want to go anywho, first off because everything with Jessica and Micheal is a disaster,exp concerts latley, and secondly, it's not like Layne is around anyways. Granted, Jerry Cantrell; yes; but i'm just not feeling it today. This weekend went by too fast.
Sunday I didn't even get to relax, I couldn't sleep so I didn't sleep in, the first half of the day was nice but then we had the horrible adventure to Bed Bath and Beyond to get an $90 new trashcan, got it home and realized it was dented, Kevin is boiling by this point so I took it back and got the last one they had. Then we took Foster for a walk. Then I fucked up fried chicken because I bought breasts that were too big and I went by the regular cooking time instead of entending it, so they were a little pink on the outside. Then I stayed up doing towels, Kevins clothes, and homework.
Since 5am yesterday-9am I was finishing up my half semester long history research paper.....registering/ed for my LASTTTTT set of classes to finally get the FUCK out of HFCC and get my associates so I can finally fucking transfer.... (Which, even though I registered within the first 5 minutes of the schedules coming out, I'm still fucked going 5 days a week, cause they only offer ALL 3 of these classes once a day: morning or afternoon, and I can't switch my shifts cause I won't make $$ working any other shift, and my clients will be pissed.) So I'm taking Math for Elem. Teach. 2, Physical Science, and Anthropology....I couldn't take any other science classes unless I took chemistry which, me+math= noooo, let alone an addition of science, and astronomy and geology are only worth 3crhrs cause they don't have labs and I need 4 crhrs, and I can't take German like I wanted to because they only offer it at night, and I need German 231 to forfill my foreign language, which means I would have to go through German 131 first and HFCC oddly enough only offers 231, yet with a prereq of 131 that THEY DON'T EVEN FUCKING OFFER....I don't get them. But I can't waiste anymore time there and take on a 2nd semester just to take German---if they did offer it, so I'm now stuck with another class on "Middle Eastern Cultures and Peoples". Assuming none of these get canceled again due to low enrollment.
Anywho, back to yesterday, then I went to school after all of this, took Foster back to the vet, then work...which I was late for and had a color waiting on me, that was nice. Then came home and created more stress, I'm just....tired. I need to do laundry and dishes, vacuem, ect. Of which, I really had no clean concert apparrel to wear today anyways, which would have resulted in me running out to somewhere and charging a new outfit since I'm flat broke...and seeing a need a new tie rod AGAIN (I'm not even going to get into that one), brakes, and tires....and Christmas is coming up, and I need to go grocery shopping...I really don't need to be charging much of anything at all. Not to menchine the 10,000 other bills I just paid and horseshit.
What I want to do, is go to the gym. Yes, me time. Go to the gym, and come home, and take the longest, hottest shower, and then do my housework. Now I'm really thinking about that one. I haven't had me time in forever.
Lynn and Branden got their new apartment in Williamsburg Square, I am happy for them.
Chris being kicked out of the band forever also makes me happy.I hate him and his woman-hatingness so much.
I don't know, now that I have some time to myself I don't know what to do, cause I know what I SHOULD be doing and that is haunting me. Kevin won't get home til 2:30ish, which leaves me until 2 to start dinner, since I'm just making tacos anyways. I don't know. Decisions, decisions.
I wish Shauna or Erin or anyone still had their FUSA memberships, which, it doesn't matter anyways because everyone has kids, Lynn works until 5, Keri's membership is @ Bally's....I don't know, I should just go alone, DL some new songs on my MP3 player and stop feeling guilty for wanting to have me time.
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